me valerie and carly baked out my car last night
it was amazing

its definately been tooooooo long

i'm grounded again.
woo hoo.
whats new?

and this time, my moms been like for real.
and hardcore.
it just sucks.

i've been crying almost everyday.
i miss my friends.
and i feel like i'm missing everything.

i miss getting drunk.
and hooking up.
i miss boys.

i just want to be free.

well exams are over.
not that i had any or anything.
but thats besides the point.
i signed up for more scholarships.
&& i'm just getting excited to get out of this house.

i bought a tanning month 
:]
snowball is in like two weeks
:] :]
i've decided i'm just gonna be a player
:] :] :]
&& yes, i'm happy about that
because then it will mean no more lisa getting hurt

current mood: accomplished